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“In the howling wind I heard the cries of the ghost of the your love lying drowned in the deep blue heart of mine”

My heart- a thorn garden

Without bloom of love
He denied me off with breakup
For a lifetime .

I don’t know what to do next,
So I gardened my heart with thorn in his name

Iam yours key.

Share me something

That I don’t know;

But never let me be the last one to know that you are sharing shared of someone’s shared;

Because I can’t shared what is mine!

And I can’t share you with the world!

Let us then keep this tie a secret,

Knot a thread and seal it with prayers.

no one ever share the shared bonding that we share.

Silent lips and winking eyes;

we can do is:

Sign with baby blue eyes;

Let our bonding be a mystery.

You be the lock

And I will be your key.

Darkness!

Night comes with fear;

As it’s brings tears.

World has no peace;

My heart is not at ease.

People,places and society

Dark, gloomy and scary.

I found light in you,

I aspires to be yours;

But you remain in the darkness;

No shadow nor an image you formed;

I tried to hold you

But dark is you,

And darkness can’t be held forever,

I tried to feel you,

But as dark is the night;

So dark is your soul;

Darkness here and darkness there;

it’s dark..dark…and dark you!

Our story thus a Darkness!!

What does the rays say?

Hey lazy-lazy fellow

Are you very-very mellow.

Your little bone crushing;

Is your body smashing?

Hello little-little eyes;

Here I come with a pies:

Knocking at your heavy brows;

Here I come to make you grow.

Time to shine up;

Time to wine up;

millions particles in the air;

Zillion UV as in choir.

Birdes are chirping;

Cocks are crowing;

Plants are busy photosynthesis;

Animals are crazy over poaceae.

The world is up With The light

You are still out of sight;

Rays are welcoming you with a new D;

Time to absorbed some Vitamin D.

Revenge

He poisoned my heart so bitter;

Even the air turn upward refusing to enter my heart.

And I lay there senseless,

Cursing myself for being a fool.

I breathe a second,

I looked up beyond,

My soul- brightness diminishing slowly;

My last wish arousing from the dying soul;

wishing to be a poison tree; growing up somewhere in the garden of the one who poisoned me And sees him dies everyday with regret.

My Real Self

Among the grass and lawn,
I searched for you;
Through the walk and path
I searched for you.

Between the ocean and the sky
I searched for you;
From the dawn to dusk,
I longed for you.

Oh! My dear!!this longing
Wasn’t meant to be true,
As I didn’t find solace
In anyone so true.

I inquired the flowers,the birds And mates
No answer I get in return from them;

The ever love I longed
Was not to be found within them.

Until the day I realised,reality is loving oneself;

I found solace in my
” Real self”

And I started my loving myself.

The bell tolls!

Jingle-jingle it’s Christmas season

All I know is the bells are tolling

Light are lighten, the stars so brighten,

Carol songs are on the way.
Proclaim the words with good warm wishes;

Wishes that of Godly being

Forgive;forget is the message,

Let this season be in holy.
Angels singing in the sky,

Human praising on the earth

Let us take the voyage together,

Hand in hand together as one.
Let not evil be on us

Overcome all our wordly grief

Depart from; all unholy things

And make the bell tolls for us;

Through every season of Christmas!

Undying Love

Thy love was not enough,

Not enough for my existence.

Thy love was not true;

Not true to be easily brittle.

The first we met;I to You,

A vision of heavenly home.

A wonder that of seven,

Kindling in my eyes.
Sparks:here and there,

Brightening my dark side,

I could smell an aroma of love,

A bud of love,arising from my limbs.
With that two killer eyes,have once killed,

Never knew that your heart a knife,

Piercing my heart into two;

Wounded,unwanted,misery and pain alongwith it comes.
Beyond the horizon,whenever I sense you,

Sometime,an hour, a minute, a second

Recalling the good old days,the time spent and share,

Those memories still haunting,more often.

Slicing my heart into two everytime:

Will remain and last forever until my death.

Dard Deewani(Meera)

A night of June, rainy-windy, I recalled

My heart burst out with ebulition,

I still remember that old plumes,

When you entered my world,

With a thousands dreams.

The same night,where everything I lose,

In the very hour of being a Meera,to my Kanhaiyaa;

Relation that leaves me to be madly in love,

Within an hour bond, which never ever was mine.
Confronting each other, we make Raasleela,

a union of two spirits as one,

Vermilion, I put in his name,

Enchanted as he kills with his eyes,

I let myself a slave,the unending night,

My eyes open, with pain and love;

Sun was on the head,I searched;

I searched for my kanhaiyaa,

Reveal yourself,my heart cried out,

He disappeared,never to return;

I shed tears,still I believe,

He will return for his Meera.
It is the night,he appears to me a year back,

He will reveal himself again,

Putting a vermilion on,Red bindi,lipstick,kajal

I dress myself,in the avatar of a bride;

Waiting for his appearance,to be embraced.

Awake, slowly,steadfastly, moving toward the bed,

I longed for our reunion,in the bosom of his arms;

with pumping heart, shyness reflecting on face,

Faster and faster it beats,as I wait for him;

He did not appeared the whole night,still I do not lose hope,
But a message I received;

To be his “Dard-Deewani” forever.